Sunday, May 24
i'm feeling complicated, mixed thoughts ):FRIDAY.School wasnt great, needed to pin fringes up. fathul been checking ==' after school, trained down to tampines to find bi to have lunch together. awhile later, went to take train alone back to school for cca. he couldnt accompany back ): nevermind, after cca, he went to school outside wait for me (: i love him.
walked to mac together, ate chitchatted. wife sat with us too <3 color="#66ffff">SATURDAY.
yesterday, went for training, wife was late thus she made her own way there. trained, rest, briefings. ended, they send us back to tanah merah. on the way back in the bus, me n wife chatted with pig( isaac chu), then laugh, send pics of bi from his phone. he supposed to come meet me, but end up he didnt. smsed him, then bussed home with sheryl, chatted with her. she understands me. <3 then went home, didnt ate much. watch tv, bathed, waited for him to call as he promised. but end up, he didnt called me the whole night ): didnt know why, maybe he's busy or what, idk. just hope to see him tomorrow. having training on mon, tue n thurs. hope to meet him aft training. i miss him.
TODAY.Not going out today. bi havent woke up, i'm waiting for his sms. i miss him, ): parents went to granfather house. me n sis didnt wanna go, so stayed at home. wait for grandma to be home. i just wanna know how he feels right now. aint feeling happy this few days, moody.
bi, i wanna know have your feelings faded?
i really dont know, i'm sad
iloveyou.