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Today, went out at 11.45, went to meet ruiqi at tampines inter. Then went to eat pasta mania. Ate, ryan came to find us. Then eat le, went to 77th street, ruiqi got a ring for me and her. LOL. Then went to buy tickets at CS. Watch bandslam at 2.40. Said came watch together also.

After that, went to find huiwen under her house. Slack awhile, jiu cabbed over to bedok 85, ruiqi payed. :D Ate stingray, chicken wing, hokkien mee. HAHAH ^^ Then after that, from there bus 17 home. Ruiqi alighted at 201. Then ryan pei me home. And home i am :D

Pictures upload at next post.
Yesterday, didnt go out,so didnt update. Today, supposingly going temple, but cause going celebrate ruiqi birthday, so never :D LOL. later meeting her at tampines at 12. (: going eat lunch together also. So later home then update agai if i got time.


Shall not post much, just in points.
Will not be posting frequently in here, i guess.
Lazy. Or maybe alternate days?

• Schooled, no cca, cause go old folks home.
• Pei them chat, clear up the area.
• 293`ed to inter, then go slack awhile.
• Bused home from there.

That shall be all. :D

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping.

I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release.

The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me.But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.

I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.At the floral shop on the way,I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card.. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Today, schooled. Bored. After school, trained with ruiqi to tampines. Met ryan, slacked awhile till 3/4. then went to sheryl house do project with huiwen and denise also. did for NCDCC. then ate cup noodle :D till 6, went home together with them, LOL. But i walked till the next block nia. Lmao ._. Tomorrow we are going to jamiyah's old folks home :D
25 August.

Yesterday, umm. Schooled. Then after school, went to trained with azhimah. Wife went to find rachel. Then she alighted at tampines. I went pasirris. 21`ed to Central. met ryan and said awhile at 105 there. Slacked awhile nia, i jiu go home le. Wanna sleep, but then could not sleep also ._. So yeah,tahan t 11 then sleep.

26 August.

today, Schooled. end at 1.30. Went to swiming complex. Otw, somethings happen. Chill wife and rasheed. :D Then swim, got test. But failed, then i also lazy take ma. So i slowly swim lo, LOL. end at 4, went to athe and stuff. Then went to long john with wife, sebas and sheryl. Ate, chitchat. bused home with sheryl and sebas.

The bus very cold lo, listened music otw home. Tomorrow gonna go sheryl house do total defence silver with wife and denise also. sian ._. Then friday got cip to jamiyah old folks home. :D HAHA. Wonder if its fun, yeah. k, thats all for the two days.
Everything private post in PB.
so yeah.

Today, schooled. MDM NG LJ never come. damn shiok lo. when see got relieve teacher come into the class, the whole class cheered sia. LOL. Slacked during the whole lesson. then after maths, CE1. teacher also never come, so we slackslack. After school, walked to inter with Ruiqi and wife. joked.

My finger seems so empty!
I want a 1carat ring ley :D
-inside joke-
Watch sunset tgt , drink vodka tgt also. :D
LOL. ( HUIWEN & RUIQI)

bused to ehub, watch the proposal. damn sweet and touching sia. In the theatre keep laughing and joking. then after that, movie end. Went to take 21 home together. but i alighted first. HAHA. (Threesome is the best. Loves, ) Must have more threesomes outing yeah. soon is my someone birthday, 30august. :D
Just created myself a private blog.

Today, woke up early, did my home econ homework ._. Then had breakfast (: Bathed, prepared. Went to loyang point with mum to buy tidbits for tonight supper :D Went loyang point, bought things, walkwalk. from there , 109`ed home. not going out today. LOL. school's tomorrow. :( Boredom once again..
The Start of it

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he is so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; "Why do you have this hobby?"

He replied: 'When I was a little boy, I was living near the sea. I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness. He must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, everytime she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away,he left her a letter which said:

'My dearest,please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again.'

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: "What's the taste of salty coffee?"

"It's sweet." She replied.

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

The end of the story.
Life's still the same,
Good or bad?


Today schooled, slept during science class. Me, wife, mandric and nicholas slept. LOLLL. All sleep the same direction, according to nic. Woke up, school end. Went to oppsite block slack with rachel, liling, jiamin, wife, fau, rachael and yanru. Then binxiang came sit with us ._. he waiting for joey.

Then played block catching, damn tired lo. But fun yeah ^^ HAHHA. Then ryan and said came. Played cards together. Then heavy rain ._. So cannot go back shcool for cca. Then waited till 3, the rain stop, me and wife walked back school. Didnt get our uniform, cause classroom locked, and blahblah. Only some of us know, secret eh^^ LOL.

After cca, went to bedok inter there find ryan and said. Pei them awhile, jiu go take bus home le. Bus is damn freakkking slow ok. >: Then otw home, sms with rasheed and wife. Thanks for peiing me yeah. :D Dont have pictures today.


I am jealous,
but you dont bother.
What more can i expect?

Toady, schooled. After school went mac with wife. Wife lunch :D LOL. did a love poem together yeah. Then soon, ryan came. Walked to martin house, slacked in his house. Yuheng came too. Then wife went off slightly earlier than me. Around 4.30, went off. Took 17 home, since it come first.

The bus damn cold lo, plus i alone ._. Then luckily got rasheed pei me sms. He consoled me too, about some matters. Thanks . Reached home, tv. Slept. Dinner. LOL. Damn tired ley. been sleeping in class. k ,shall end here.

Love is a mystery.

Thank you martin brother, rasheed ganstead and huiwen wifey.
For cheeing me up,
knowing i'm sad.
And keeping me accompany when i'm alone.


Somethings wrong with Blogger again :(
FREAKKKKKKK.

k, today, school end at 1.30. Then went for swimming. Walked there as usual. while walking, while talking with usual few. ohya, ashley is me and huiwen mother. LOL. Like what she said. Swim like crazy ._. Swam till 4. Then went to bathe. After tat, went to kfc with nas, sheryl and wife. Sebas came too, to meet sheryl. Then ate, dylan came over to find us.

After that, trained to simei to meet ryan awhile, he was with johnathan. Then trained to pasirris. 359`ed with him. Slacked awhile, home. :D Nas daddy is caring yeah :D He cares alot for me. Thanks ^^ Got pictures take today. Shall upload it later.

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Tell me how to move on,
cause i seriously cannot.
And i do not want.

Yesterday, Shall make a short post about it. :D
Schooled - slept. - went home changed - went out movie - met ryan, ruiqi, jaslin - Movie with him - had fun and enjoyed - went home .
Enjoyed yesterday (: HAHA.

Today, schooled. Slept during science class. I just dozed off on my paper. LOLLL. Damn tired. Then lessons, after school went to the pasar malam with nas, daryl, sheryl and wife. Walked walked around. LOL. Then from there, me and sheryl 17 home. Had some talks with her again . HAHA. Always.

Reach home, cousin and her boyf the niece at my house. She so cute can. Still as chubby as before. She keep laughing to herself. And running around the house. So chubby leyyy (!!!!) They left awhile later when her boyf come fetch them. then now, just woke up from my 1 hour sleep or lesser? :D Still tired. but yeah, shall wait till later then sleep.
Theres stil school tomorrow ._.

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind,
since I woke up today.
I remember when we kissed.
I still feel it on my lips.
The time that you danced with me,
With no music playing
Shall make a short post.
With a few sentence.

i'm sick and tired of your naggings, i will just pretend i cannot hear.
I dont want to bother le.
I'm off to my bed le :D
Goodnights peepos.

Decided to stay single,
Awaiting for you.
Till the day.

Something worng with blogger again, freakkk.

k, yesterday, nothing much to post. Dont wanna say out. But had fun with them :D Went for cca, theory for total defence silver, practiced for footdrill silver. (: Tiring, yesterday totally very shag, wanna sleep everywhere i go ._. so after cca, went to take 17 home with sheryl and sebas. They keep disturbing me, so irritating. LOLLL. Reach busstop, went home. They two go private time alone. HAHA. ^^ A day pass so quickly.

Today, maybe going out with mum to tampines? To buy a new slipper, and pyjamas for swimming de ._. Then at night having steamboat with uncle they all at my house. Shall update more when i feel like. (: Toodles.

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Home from tampines mall :) Went there with parents to buy my new slipper, and buy foo dfor tonight steamboat. Went there, bought slipper form charles and keith. Then went to fairprice to buy for food (: bought alot of things. LOLLL. then from there, cabbed home. Tonight's steamboat. So long no steamboat le.

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The last rose isnt alive,
You wanted our love story,
to have a full stop.
(Disheartened)

Today shall post a quick and brief one.

Schooled -> Home -> Bathed/prepared. -> Went out with sheryl to white sands. -> Borrowed books. -> Sebas, rasheed & __, ryan came. -> Walked around, pierced. -> 359`ed home with sheryl and sebas.

k, that ends my day. This few days have been boring for me and sheryl. She been accompanying me, and sebas too, sometimes. :o LOLL. Have been going home earier this few days, mood not right. Things happened :( Shall end here.

It was so cold.
One word, BYE.
Says it all.

Today, school end at 1.30 for us. Swimming lessons, siwm swam swum. Over, went to bathe. Then went to eat mac with eugiene, mandric, Nic, azhimah, huiwen and sheryl. Walked there, ate. Then rasheed came. ate our fries. Lmao. Then eat ok, sebas came to look for sheryl.

After that, 17 home together with sebas and sheryl. They are so cute ok. Keep horny and laughing. ohyaaaa! Look here :

SEBAS GOT BREAST CANCER. LOL.
HE IS GAY, HE IS FUNNY. :D
GOT PICTURE HE GOT BREAST :o

k, then joked with them all the way. Then walked home with them. Sebas is so gayyy! Serious. But they are so cute. Then played around awhile under my block. Then sheyrl and i went home le. Sebas go take bus home. (:




If i could explain my love, It would not be love.
But if i could say it, i would use my whole heart,
to say.
I Love You.

10 August.

Morning woke up, went to buy mac with dad and cloe at yew tee point. LOLL. Bought back for them also. Ate, watched tv. Play with the 3 dog. 2plus, uncle came. Then stayed at the house till 5plus, went off for dinner at yew tee hub together. Then after dinner jiu went home le. Uncle send us home. I slept on the way back. very tired.

11 August.

Schooled today, slept in maths lesson, but Nlj keep waking me up, so kpkb. Then woke up, school end. Went to mrt with sheryl home. Chatted wtih her. She understands how i felt. :o HAHA. Went t pei her to popular, She bought pen. Then went to supermarket, bought cereal :DDD Then went to buy lunch home. 359`ed home afterwards.

Life have been a piece of shit. :C
Now at cousin house. Will be staying here for the night. LOLLLL. Going home tomorrow.

iloveyou.

Yesterday, went to celebrate huiwen and ryan birthday. went out at 11plus, meet rachel at white sands then went off to tampines tgt to meet huiwen, rq and liling. Then trained to faseast. Ate pasta mania. Then walked awhile jiu bussed to bugis. But alighted wrong, so rachel say cabbed there. Cab, went iluma.

Bought a ticket for a 10minute show. HAHA, v.cute lo. Its ghost movie. Then met eugiene awhile. After that, bugis streeet walked. off to mrt back to tampines. 292`ed to 138 there/ Slacked there till 6/7+, birthday surprise wife. Flour. :DDD Lmao. After that, went to 292 back to inter.

Meet ryan and co. there. Wanted to watch movie, but cause at 11+, i cannot. So just pei them till 10,something happened. awhile later, he pei me go take bus home le. HAHAH. Had a fun day ::DD

Yeah, so happy birthday to you two (:
Ryan.Ng & Ong.Huiwen
(Lots of loves.)


Idk what's on your mind,
R.E.A.L.L.Y

k, today, went school with sheryl by ourself. Had ndp parade. All Ug did it. We also, so paiseh lo. Stand in front of the whole school then march. So stress, somemore i in front ._. After that, had assembly, me huiwen and alyssa went up stage to guess the lyrics game thing. Every class must send 3 ma, LOLLL. After that, went class till 10, then went to meet azhimah and wife.

Went to canteen, then saw other people also. Celebrate mr tan birthday which is tomorrow. Then me wife azhimah and sheyrl went off first. Went home, bathed. Met sheryl at 12. Went to take bus then mrt with her. Met amelia at inter. Then daryl and nas came. Trained together. But i alight at tam. find ryan. They all went to iluma. Slacked with him till 2/3+, then from there i go home le. :DDDDDDD

Tomorrow wife, Ryan & mr tan birthday le. LOLL. Gonna celebrate wife's and ryan's birthday with them. Shall wish them a advanced happy birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN.NG !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG.HUIWEN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR.KENNYTAN !

C:

Tags Replies :


7 Aug 09, 15:06
Joey: (((: HHAH, so how was your school's ndp celebration?
Okay , i guess :/ HAHAH.

6 Aug 09, 22:59
xiaobrandon: ghey -.-
Yaya. ._.

6 Aug 09, 21:05
ryan: heres ur tag!!!
LOLL. You not auto de, need me ask. At least you tagged :D

6 Aug 09, 21:03
natalie: hiiees, tagged ^^ Hello. thanks you :DD

I.am.happy.today.
:DDD

Today, school end at 2.30. Had school ndp training at 4, for tomorrow. Thus, During the break time, went to mac to eat lunchhhh (: Long time no go macdonalds le. LOLLL. i miss the food there ok. Then eat till 3.30+, walked back to school. Trained, trained & trained with band. Then ended at 5.30 ?? then walked to martin house there.

Slacked at his house there with martin, rasheed, ryan and nic. Slacked awhile nia till 6, jiu go take 168. To his house there, slackedddddd. Till 6/7. Then i 81`ed home. In the bus got one indian keep looking at me smile >: ( How sick. Eeeeeeeeee (!!) LOLLL. ok. Had my dinner le. :D



I'm sorry, to you know who.
I owe you, i promise.

Today, went home at 1.30. didnt follow class to complex (: HAHAH. But waited for Ryan at the busstop there till 2.30. End up, met himat 168 the busstop there. Met him, 168`ed to his house the busstop there. Then waited for bus, but so long didnt come, so cabbed. then went 7eleven buy food (: HAHA. Then homed.

I know my post are getting boring and shorter, bothings interesting about my life anymore yeah. See my Sat post i guess :/ It will be longer, Cause going to celebrate huiwen and ryan birthday :DDD LOLLL. k, going to aunty house later yeah. Long time no see her.




Today, went to school. Didnt really study much, Its such a bore ._. After school, had chinese oral. The topic sucks. Nothing much to say about it at all. After that, went to take train with sheryl. Did not bring my ezlink to school -.- How stupid. Then went to eat, then 359`ed home le.

Post is getting shorter and shorter ._.



Didnt go school today, maybe tomorrow also, but go school for oral nia, then go home le. Temperature keep go up then go down again ._. Wife didnt go school also. Yesterday, temperature was 39.6 degree :( Now feel like vomiting lo, keep eating the medi. The pill for fever de so big somemore must eat till two. Wth lo. Feeling very giddy now, its like will faint anytime lo.


Just home from the doctor, i'm having fever, cough and sore throat. Suck. Just ate abit for dinner. Soon need to eat medi le. Doctor give me MC for monday and tuesday, but then mummy say if monday no fever le, jiu can go school. Hope no fever le ba, i want go school. Not to study, but cause i miss my sisters and brothers. Shall go eat medi le. Thanks for those who concern. Especially Sheryl, XiaoBrandon, Martin, Ruiqi and wife.
Loves.


The words you say just hurts me through.
You wont understand how i was feeling at that moment.

Shall post a short one first, till either i get back from neighbour's house warming, or tomorrow i guess, if i'm tired or moodless. Today is Nicholas Chiobu birthday, sms him happy birthday le. But shall wish him on blog too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS CHIOBU. Things are going for the worse, yet you still cant understand me. And blamed me instead. Shall stop here le ba.